FYI:
I know all of all of your full names, phone numbers, email addresses, mailing addresses, home addresses, employers, owned businesses, social media accounts, schools, children's names, sexes, and ages, held equity, ages, birthdays, etc.
I have for a fucking decade.
I mean you all no harm, wish I could say it of all of you towards me.
That includes, Mike, Ivy, Abby, Chris, Lillian, Jim, Gerard, Brandon, Melissa, Asher, Maggie, Carly, and your closest friends and roommates.
I do my fucking homework.
Don't believe it?
I have websites that took 12.5k hours to make. They are starting to pay off in my career you so impolitely tried to derail.
So, take heed.
You fuck with me at all again, you WILL ALL PAY.
Have a nice day.
To my estranged 19 year old son:
Look kid, I don't hate you.
It's just that you don't know me.
You know the little bits that people I never want anywhere near me ever again told you. The people who fucked me out of everything, and anything I ever was able to near achieve for myself.
It is not possible, ever, for us to have a relationship. And I'm sure you'll find they won't ever tell you the truth about your Dad.
The Dad who wanted to earn his way into a better life for all of us, but those who were supposed to be closest to him, decided they needed to have control over. Me.
Kind, willing, caring compassionate, dedicated, loving, and successful at what he tries hardest at.
So, no. I won't be writing, calling, visiting, friending, following, texting, DMing, or Zooming. In fact I won't be there at all.
That's a fact.
Older and wiser I learned that the people you cut out of your life, only got worse as time went by. And they'll never tell the truth about me. Not ever.
It would hurt their friends and family to know.
So love yourself for me. That's good advice from any parent.
Take Care,
Joel E. Ayers Brooks
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If trees grew upside down
And root houses were in fashion
I’d build me a root house high in the clouds
Of the bare peaked mountain
With snow at its base
There I’d spend my nights
Looking down at the stars
That shine under the sky
From the seas of illusion
To the deserts of green
And swing from the roots of my lone sanity
Schenectady, NY
2.) Erica Strong (1994-1995)
Broomall, PA
3.) Shari Hoffman (1996)
Broomall, PA
4.) Christie (?) (1998)
West Chester, PA
5.) Joanna Williams (1999-2000)
Merion, PA
6.) Robin Hughes (2000-2001)
Ann Arbor, MI
7.) Jessica Akers (2002)
Broomall, PA
8.) Tina Rehrig (2004)
Bethlehem, PA
9.) Jessica Ruch (2004)
Northampton, PA
10.) Michelle Krier (2005)
Bethlehem, PA
11.) Ananda Kelly (2010)
San Diego, CA
12.) Rosalee Gonzaga Krenn
(2012-Present)
San Diego, CA
May there never have to be "No. 13"
I am not schizophrenic.
You insist and persist in meddling in my affairs spreading word that I am a disabled dead beat schizophrenic addict who has threatened you and yours, this inferring that I am dangerous.
You tell all these as the reasons for me being alienated, ostracized, persecuted, and ultimately in a monitored estrangement.
I will never get within 100 miles of you, this I assure you .
Your political clout via channels you obtained through your life have hurt me.
You nearly succeeded in having me State Hospitalized for life a few times , until I withdrew my case before the judge, leaving you no alternative but to observe my "intent to recover"...
Speaking of which, my Psychiatrist of four years now, officially put for the record my "total recovery" from drug and alcohol use, remission was long and proven; paved the way to being fully recovered by observing that self medication is normal, and with decades of therapy under my belt, I am good now.
Due to you I have lost friends, family, jobs, houses, girlfriends, fiancees, spent time in jail while being innocent, the list goes on and on.
My senses are really good, and I know you're out there fighting the ultimate success I have created in my life.
This is not a threat, but a promise:
I will leave you alone. I want nothing to do with you.
I am Bi Polar. Not schizophrenic. I am not an addict.
I have a wife of 13 years, a daughter I have been with since she was born, a life of my own.
I am almost 50 years old.
Let me grow old here, my home, San Diego, in peace.
If I ever, I mean fucking EVER get wind that you have meddled again, I will take action to discredit you and seek legal remittances.
You know, I can't even say I care what happens to any of you.
Y'all are a lost cause.
Take Care,
J.E. Ayers Brooks
Creator / Ozenoz Media